my fantacy of people

     So today was my favorite guy coworkers last day with us at work, he quit to go away to school. and I have, for a while, had a I guess you could way crush of him. So I do this thing that is I imagine situations that are what I call realistic but hardly possible. which are situations that are completely out of the box but realistic in nature. And for him I would think of things he would say if he liked me as much as I like him. Well I knew that every time I spoke to him or said hello he would smile this little shy smile and I took that as he may just like me as a  friend or just a passing face. But in my fantasy's we were more then just passing faces, we were friends that talked more then when we saw each other in passing.
      When he left today, I started thinking of things he might do after he left like last goodbyes, last things he wanted to do before he left, or that he might do. I heard him over the radio saying goodbye to his carry out friends, so I waved at him as he walked to his car and yelled goodbye. Then I imagined he would get in his car and start to pull out than realize something then pull into the loading zone and run up to my door and I would look at him and say " forget something?" he would look me in the eyes and say " no I didn't forget anything I just need to do something." I ask him " what is so important it couldn't wait for tomorrow?" he leans in towards my face, looks deep in to my eyes and says " you." then continues to lean in and then proceeds to  kiss me.
      My fantasies usually end there. There is an other guy at my work that does this thing where when I am just standing doing my job he will look at my with " the look," you know the look. The look of utter adoration. The look that says that he is thinking " wow she is beautiful, she has to be mine." the only thing is, he won't do anything and I think that means that the look that he gives me doesn't mean anything. I was told that the man who gives you the look is someone who is worth being with. Someone who truly loves you. And the only thing is he hasn't done anything to make me think that he thinks that way about me besides every time I see him he is giving me that look. I don't know.